MUSIC-Plateau
The pressure of Playing Music has gotten more Intense Recently, I feel like its turned into who can play scales and read the fastest, not about self expression or getting across the intention of the composer. I feel like every time I pick up a sax, or guitar or even sit at my piano my progress is judged..I don’t know if this is it…Maybe I never was a musician, maybe I loved the band more than the instruments itself..I miss the excitement of playing with the band, i have nothing to develop other than scales -___- but I almost dont want to practice..I’m going through a mid-musician crisis..or maybe a divorce…IDK if any musicians have faced this breaking point before, but i’m going to crumble, since transferring and leaving behind the music program I feel like sometimes I left part of me there, regaurdless everyone else is progressing while im stuck with one half of me in my new musicless school…who am I to call myself a musician im seventeen what have I done to get that title…..I was curious if anyone faced this?
